Tuesday, December 5, 2017

Sum of All Parts

A concept in holism. Related to the idea that the total effectiveness of a group of things each interacting with one another is different or greater than their effectiveness when acting in isolation from one another”. 

There is a version of me that is obsessive
There is a version of me that is relaxed
There is a version of me that is destructive
There is a version of me that is constructive
There is a version of me that is fiery
There is a version of me that is calm
There is a version of me that is inconsiderate
There is a version of me that is thoughtful
There is a version of me that is selfish
There is a version of me that is giving
There is a version of me that is rude
There is a version of me that is kind
There is a version of me that is direct
There is a version of me that is ambiguous
There is a version of me that is confident
There is a version of me that is passive
There is a version of me that is passionate
There is a version of me that is lazy
There is a version of me that is controlling
There is a version of me that is carefree
There is a version of me that is depressed
There is a version of me that is blissfully happy

I am complex, just like everyone else.

None of these versions of me, on their own define me.

I am the sum of all parts.
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Sunday, November 19, 2017

Change.

I'm afraid of change 
But I'm growing just the same
Trying to hold tightly
To the things that once defined me

But I'm panicking because it slips away
Each day
I'm somewhat different to the last
More parts are woken
More things are spoken 

I'm afraid I won't be able to relate 
To the girl I once was
And the loves in my life

I'm different from these people, always have been, but seeing it more now

Can feel it getting stronger

Wanting to explode away
From the monotony they
Accept.
The routine.
The expect.

Same the same and the same again

Yes they'll always be home
But does home live in the past

Where is home for me now
On the road
In the unexpected

I miss them
For the friendship we used to have
For the times we were the same people

Just because we want different things out of life
Does that mean we're doomed for separation 

These people
Who once defined me
Helped me to write me

I'm not ready to let them go

But this passion and this drive
The thing that keeps me alive

The closer I move toward it
The further I am from them

The more I reject the norm
The more removed I become 

Would you rather be blind and lonely, lonely in your ideas, the things you think about, the conversations you know you need and have

Or awake and lonely.

Is it one or the other though?
I fucking hope not.

Wednesday, October 25, 2017

Thursday, April 6, 2017

DANCER // OFFICIAL FILM CLIP





The Dancer is the party. He is your lust, your desires, your indulgence.

He is the solitude; the balance between the goodness in your heart and the devil in your dreams.

He can’t be silenced with attention, he can’t be silenced with rejection; these things to him are temporary.

He pushes and pulls you however he feels, stretching around you, shadowing you. He is your self doubt and your comfort and the facade of your confidence.

While you reflect a version of yourself that is seemingly available to all, he is your undealt card, your deepest secrets, your vulnerable self that is only truly understood, honoured, worshiped by those you choose to let hurt you.

I wrote this track in retrospect, produced in collaboration with the audacious Vinnie LaDuce, reflecting on the exhaustion of an imbalanced relationship. But every scenario is multifaceted and there is always a story untold. This song is about wanting something you shouldn’t, and the circus of thoughts that accompany every big decision. 

“Dancer, dancer, dance with me”

Music by Ella Fence and Vinnie LaDuce
Music Video by Dylan Evans and Tristan Davies 
Costume Design and Styling by Penny Challen
Hair, Makeup by Billie Weston
Contemporary Dancer played by Michael Smith
Love interest played by Thomas Larkin
Film assistant Moeko Reilly




Tuesday, March 28, 2017

Dancer by Ella Fence and Vinnie LaDuce

Really proud to share my new single Dancer, created in collaboration with VINNIE LADUCE. We think it's dope and we hope you do too. Listen here https://www.triplejunearthed.com/artist/ella-fence before it's released World-Wide 7 April. #Dancer2017


Live the life you lust.